“We are torn between a craving to know and the despair of having known.”
Thursday, April 3rd, 2008The night before last, I was really, really horny. We’ve been fucking like bunnies (still “making up” you know. ) and the more sex I have, the more sex I want. Master was plum-tuckered out, already lying in bed with his eyelids all droopy, looking all kinds of sexy and pouty, naked and yummy. [...]
Close enough
Friday, December 21st, 2007Well, there was no spreader bar. No wrist to ankle cuffing, nor bondage of any sort. Not one toy made it’s way of the closet. And there wasn’t a belt crashing into the tender flesh of my exposed cunt.
But.
There was a full body massage that started at his shoulders and ended at his cock. There [...]
Ahh! Me so horny!
Thursday, December 20th, 2007I was horny yesterday. In kaya’s old world being horny would have been no more news worthy than saying I woke up and had coffee yesterday. But it’s been several weeks since I’ve been *that* horny. I’ve been in a dry spell of epic proportions.
In fact, I didn’t even recognize it for what it was [...]
Aroma
Monday, November 26th, 2007My fingers smell like pussy. Specifically my pussy.
Last night, fresh after pleasuring, it was a stronger, headier scent. I didn’t need to press my fingertips to my nose to capture it. It lingered, wafting from between my legs through the sheets, drifting off my hands up to my face.
I didn’t wash. I enjoyed the smell.
It’s [...]
I’m not as young as I used to be.
Tuesday, November 13th, 2007I have a birthday coming up (in two months, but it IS coming). I’ll be turning 37. I’m not freaking out about it because I’ve thought I was 37 practically all year anyway.
You know what they say about forgetting your age? It’s absolutely true!
On my last birthday, I was feeling somewhat depressed. 35 years old. [...]
Is it a curse or a blessing?
Wednesday, October 31st, 2007We were having sex last night (again). I was under the desk (again).
And it just was. not. working.
It wasn’t that I didn’t want to be there. I did. I had my vibrator in hand and was all gung-ho horny and wanting to get it on. I’m okay with being under there now, so it wasn’t [...]
Sex
Monday, October 22nd, 2007We had really good sex the night before last. There’s nothing unusual about us having great sex. I didn’t want to have sex though. Not at first.
Although at first, He just wanted His dick sucked. And I wasn’t in the mood.
Even though I vow (repeatedly) to stop grumbling when I’m not in the mood for [...]
Mutual Masturbation
Thursday, October 11th, 2007I’m a huge fan of masturbation (no really!). I firmly believe that nobody knows how to touch me better than I do.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m a huge fan of sex partners too. But I’m selfish, I suppose, and I like myself a lot, and I think I do myself quite well.
There are a lot [...]
