“Method is much, technique is much, but inspiration is even more.”

I was reading around and came across a list of training ideas. There were some that, as I was reading, I had an immediate reaction to. Something like “well that’s just mean.” or “that’s stupid.” And “why the hell would you want to do that!?”

Which means, if I’m to be honest with myself, that they appeal to me – but I don’t have them. *sniffle*

Nor do I know if I WANT them.. just.. maybe I do.

Chose a food that she dislikes and have her eat a small portion every day for a week. (This is mean, no? Why would I want to eat liver for a week? I wouldn’t! Except… I’d want to be made to. Just cuz he can. *sigh*)

When appropriate, she is to speak when spoken to. (I’d really like to experiment with forced silence. In any way. For long periods of time. I just think that would be so cool, but really really hard. And have amazing results.)

Ask her each night what she did that day that You would not have approved of. (Yeah, I laughed out loud when I read this one. Like who the hell would do that to themselves, right? Oh. Of course. Probably all of us and it would probably be so much worse than I imagine, and so much *better* than I anticipate. Like nightly confession. Love it.)

Speak about her as if she were not present. (actually he does this, kind of. And I do like it. I’d like it more if he did it in a meaner manner.)

Keep a list of her transgressions in a little book….let her slip for a while…thinking You are not noticing….. then one day, bring out the book and have a day of atonement. (Ooh. Sneaky-sneaky. I likey-likey. Not that, you know, I actually have a whole LIST of transgsressions! *cough*)

For transgressions: make her wear a sign to the next public function naming her crime. (okay, seriously? How humiliating would that be?? I would die on the spot. Oh my God. I should just erase this one right now!)

(But I can’t. Dammit it all to hell.)

Now, this next one I do have serious objection to. It really seems to belittle the dynamic as a whole. I mean, I understand the concept of taking away the play as a punishment, Master does that as well. But to take away everything seems incredibly drastic. I think, for me, it would make me so afraid of making a mistake, so nervous and anxious, that it would probably backfire as a punishment. In my mind, something this drastic should only be used as a one-time only, HUGE fuck up, make-your-choice-bitch kind of ultimatum.

For transgressions: deny her any D/s at all for a week…..letting her do just as she pleases, not allowing her to serve You in any way, no punishment, no instruction, no play, banning titles of respect, etc. This will shame her and certainly make her strive to please You when it is over and she is in her place again.

I should list my rules someday. I still get confused on whether it’s a rule or a ritual or a routine, though. But maybe I’ll just write it all down anyway. *nod*

~cunt

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