Just once…
Thursday, June 5th, 2008… I’d like to pull my head out of my ass long enough to NOT be in trouble when Master comes home from a trip.
I woke up this morning to two emails from Him and I got all excited waiting for our fuckled-up computer to let me open it. I was smilin’ and wigglin’ wondering [...]
To Punish or Not To Punish. That is the Question.
Sunday, May 18th, 2008I’ve read each response to the punishment post with avid interest. I’m endlessly fascinated with the differences in how people live this life. I’m even more fascinated by how quickly some are to criticize that which they don’t understand or incorporate into their own relationship. Myself included, though I don’t always see it as I [...]
“It is a smaller thing to suffer punishment than to have deserved it”
Thursday, May 15th, 2008Master never lets me online anymore. Srsly! I try and cram in like 20 minutes when I get home from work in the morning, but after that, nothing. Like He thinks I should be focused on Him and on my chores. The nerve!
So I’ve really really missed the routine I used to have of [...]
“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”
Thursday, May 15th, 2008Yesterday was a good day. In spite of getting that punishment that’s been hanging over my head.
Master’s trip scheduled for next week was suddenly moved up to today (in fact, He is probably somewhere over Wyoming right about now) so He took yesterday off of work to get ready. There were three things He [...]
“Expecting [Master] to be fair because you are a good person is like expecting the bull not to charge because you are a vegetarian.”
Tuesday, April 15th, 2008Last night I was tired. No, I was beyond tired. I was bone-weary, blurry-eyed, dead-ass exhausted. At the ungodly late hour of… 9pm.
Maybe I need vitamins. Maybe it’s that week of the month where pms sucks out every single bit of energy a woman has. Maybe I’m too old for mornings that start at [...]
Pottymouth
Wednesday, March 19th, 2008So as I said yesterday, Master had wanted to hogtie and face fuck me the other night. But then we got into a snit.
It was one of those incredibly ridiculous things that seems to take on a life of it’s own. Like arguing over a spoon, you know? No point, no real dissension, just [...]
“Let the punishment fit the crime”
Thursday, March 6th, 2008So the other day I was merrily puttering about the house, just doin’ my chores, and thinking (obsessing) about bdsm and Master and us and our lifestyle, as I always do, most every day. It was just a day or two after the weekend of communication, where everything was pulled out and examined and talked [...]
I won!
Thursday, November 8th, 2007According the my email this morning, I just won the British National Lottery!
Hell, I didn’t even know I was playing! Nor am I British! Anybody know how much I’m getting?
I was also notified that an “Elder Mouther Swallowed Sons Pecker”. Whatever a “mouther” is.
The information super-highway is being highly abused me thinks.
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I may get to [...]
Daily Picture
Wednesday, November 7th, 2007The naughty corner; where I’ll be for the next couple of hours.
I bet you can guess what that spoon is going to be used for, huh?
I hate being bad.
~ naughty cunt
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It was so dreamy!
Wednesday, November 7th, 2007Last night we flew to Paris. No reason, just because I’m loved sooooooo much! We stayed at the most beautiful hotel with a view of the Eiffel Tower. My golly gee but the scenery was amazing! I’m such a lucky girl!
Then I slept in a pearl-covered, diamond-studded cage fit for a Princess. A slave princess [...]












