No sympathy.
Saturday, June 21st, 2008I’m one sore little slut.
My jaw is aching. Hours spent in a gag, followed by several blow jobs is hard on a gal’s mouth.
The back of my thighs - the infamous ’sweet spot’ - is welted and bruised from that f&*^ing misery stick.
It hurts to pee, it hurts to wipe, it hurts to sit, He’s [...]
My nemesis.
Friday, June 20th, 2008I got my ass kicked by a thin rod, thinner and about as a long, as a standard No.2 pencil. Some masochist I turned out to be.
I absolutely cannot conquer the misery stick. I hate that I can’t find a way to gracefully make it through the pain that stupid skinny stick causes. He tells [...]
Not choking - strangled.
Thursday, June 19th, 2008Last night, with His cock buried in my cunt and His hand wrapped tightly around my throat. My own hands lay unrestrained and limp at my sides, the idea of reaching up to pull at the fingers locked around my throat not even entering my mind.
It’s interesting, the thoughts that type of surrender allows. I [...]
That depends on what your definition of “is” is.
Wednesday, May 21st, 2008I’m currently not allowed to masturbate. Until further notice.
Putting these clamps on had me right. on. the. edge. I was sooooooo close.
I didn’t touch my cunt. I didn’t even take my pants off.
But a little wiggle here…
…and a little tug there…
I think Master needs to clearly define the word “orgasm”.
~cunt
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“If sex is a pain in the butt, you’re doing it wrong.”
Friday, May 16th, 2008So, I’ve literally been sitting here for a freaking hour trying to convince myself not to use the “r” word. It’s such a touchy word.
I’ve never used it before. I know some people toss it around like it’s meaningless, as casually as saying they had meatloaf for dinner last night, they’ll announce that they were [...]
“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”
Thursday, May 15th, 2008Yesterday was a good day. In spite of getting that punishment that’s been hanging over my head.
Master’s trip scheduled for next week was suddenly moved up to today (in fact, He is probably somewhere over Wyoming right about now) so He took yesterday off of work to get ready. There were three things He [...]
Clover Clamps, Clits and Climaxes…
Tuesday, May 13th, 2008…and nipples…
…and headaches…
I came so hard my head hurts. Imma go take some Excedrin and flop on the couch. It’s hard work being my own Sadist! *snicker*
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By Request
Tuesday, May 6th, 2008The blue stick (so named because I have no idea what it is). It’s heavy, yet flexible rubber. It’s square with sharp-ish, rigid edges. I think it’s the flexibilty and the weight that makes it so bloody painful. He gets a good swing and the far end snaps right down to the bone, I swear.
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Here, there be smut.
Monday, April 28th, 2008Master kept the breast theme going this weekend. My ta-tas have had an extreme workout! Stick a fork in them, they are DONE.
I shouldn’t ought to say that, huh? He probably would stick a fork in them, mean old bastard. (Have you seen the pictures/video clips of women with those long skewers going straight through [...]
“Who’s to say that love needs to be soft and gentle?”
Sunday, April 27th, 2008"No woman truly knows what she is, until she has worn a collar."
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