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“The pain passes, but the beauty remains.”

This is pretty much going to be pictures more than words. I don’t really know what to say about it all, to be honest.
This is an excellent example of why I don’t have, and don’t want, a safeword. Had I had one, I would have used it from the first squeeze. The pain was immense, overwhelming, exquisite. Had I had the option to end it, I would have taken it. I didn’t believe that I could take it.
But he did. He believed that not only could I, that I needed to.
Sometimes the mantra of “I’m not going to die” is the only thing that gets me through. That’s all I have to lean on and all I have to pull strength from.
I would miss out on so many things, so many realizations, so much ultimate pleasure, if I were given the power to stop it before he wanted it to stop. But worse than what I would miss out on? Is what HE would miss out on, and all because I don’t have the faith in me that he does.
There wasn’t a moment that he didn’t enjoy. From the anticipation of it to the climactic ending, he was thoroughly blissful, happy, powerful. I’d hate to have woken up this morning knowing that I had put even the slightest damper on that for him.
He enjoyed the dance. What bigger gift can I give him?
A short 5 minute clip is up at the clip store.
Pictures are behind the cut simply because there are so many of them.











