Q&A-Master’s Answers
How did you manage the darkness when you where younger? The fantasies that I think are referred to as serial killer fantasies around 2005, 2006. Now you know there is a place for them, that this beast within can find a home, but when you where young, and didn’t, how did you deal with locking that part away? Did you hide it at all? If so, successfully? Ever wondered if you needed help?
being raised in a very strict family..I knew the difference from right and wrong…so I don’t think I had very strong serial killer tendencies.
My main fantasies were always dealing with women/girls (being a adolescent/teenager at the time) tied up and at my mercy. We had woods by our house and we would play with the neighborhood kids….tied up some of the girls…and play doctor and such…show me yours and I will show you mine sorta thing. so to “feed the beast” so to speak, I and my friends had ample and willing subjects to play with all the time…probably from 3rd grade on up.
I was always the leader of our pack or at least second in command at times depending on what was going on. we hung out with a group of roughly 20-30 kids at any given time….not all at once..but friendships flucuating and all as they do when you are younger. With regards to hiding it, even though my family was strict…we were a very open family and could tentatively talk about anything. So the topic of sex was brought up frequently and questions answered in very objective terms. I don’t think I hid who I was…just that I blended well with the group I hung with. Our g/f’s were always submissive to us and took care of us as well.
I knew I was not “normal” as society would describe me…but with “normal” being defined as the majority of people. I didn’t like large crowds and only hung with select friends and all. Rough and tough crew for sure. No drugs, but we did drink like fish. so with regards to needing help…the crew I hung with was “normal” to me…. and didn’t think anything about it. I feel that if I really thought about it when I was younger, I would have had issues, but again….the friends and people I hung with, it was all good.
A question for the Masterly One. What is it about kaya and her submissiveness that makes your cock the hardest? If there was one thing that you would change about her, what would it be?
everything makes me hard when it comes to kaya, but mostly her willingness to please me no matter what…like a slave should do turns me on mentally, physically and spiritually.
Physically, it’s her eyes, smile and her fricking awesome hair.
Mentally, it’s her smartass mouth, being able to carry a conversation, and how intelligent she truly is.
spritiually, it’s how well we mesh and think and are able to read each other.
These are the things that make my cock the hardest…..also how she responds to my touch, my pain onto her and our fucking.
One thing that I would change…give her smaller teeth or a bigger mouth to be able to deepthroat me like she struggles to do.
What was M’s first bdsm experience? What was he like as a teenager?
My first experience was when I was a pre-teen and we were playing in the woods and a girl by the name of carla was captured by me…we were playing team tag….and we had rope and all…tied her up..and she was very playful and I was able to play and squeeze her breasts and suckle and bite them. We played many times like this in the woods where I grew up.
I was what one would call a loner, but hung with a very select crowd. I was athletic, but didn’t like playing school sports..but enjoyed playing street sports.Football, basketball, volleyball, baseball, etc. my very first girl friend that took my cherry at the age of 16/17 was very submissive to me..and probably today….she would bend to my will if I really asked her too. and all g/f’s from that time on have been submissive to me in one way or another.
My first experience with a known submissive was in the early 90′s. I met at her place and spent the night there. we didn’t do a lot of bondage or spanking, but she was mainly a service type submissive. I received many blowjobs and a few complete body tongue baths. If you haven’t ever gotten one..try it….
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Sunday March 14th, 2010 6:40pm
Damn……… that explains why I never met any Doms as a kid. Was ganging out at the beach when I should have been in the woods!
kaya ……… a question based on an answer (clever aren’t i??)
you said you were always the leader in your games as a young ‘un…… and enjoyed tying others up……..
is that tendency to dominate still within you – do you think?? if not…. where do you think it went?? and why???
(see i still got questions even if i don’t want to think right now…. )
morningstar
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Ah, I should have clarified at the top that these were Master’s answers to questions to him.
I never had that dominant streak..lol. I was the slut in the group. *nods*
This is reply to this post and the previous one…Sir loves eating me. He also bites. But i love it. Mostly. Sometimes i don’t understand what makes “them” tick…natural i suppose. He loves to torture me with multiple orgasms…over and over and over until i simply want to die. This amuses Him? Yes, because he just laughs @me. We’re still so early into our relationship so he’s still playing with his new toy and figuring out what makes it tick. And who am i to argue? It’s what he wants, so yanno….
Interesting to get a wee peek into the Master’s head…thanks for the inside view, Sir!
nilla
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