Q&A
Was your M always a Dom? I know from reading you that he was when you met, but when did he know? What about the other Masters in your circle of friends? Did they all know from an early age or were any of them vanilla guys that grew into it after meeting a not so vanilla partner? Can it be learned, or is it intrinsic?
I think it’s intrinsic. I think anyone can learn the motions, the right words, how to swing a cane. Same with the small-s types. Anyone can learn the basics.
But having the ability to inspire submission or the need to give away power- that’s not something you learn. It’s something you have, something you are.
He has always been a dom. But it often takes a failed vanilla relationship (or two, three, a dozen) to realize why those other relationships weren’t working. He’d carried other labels around; control-freak, temperamental, abusive, micro-manager — just to name a few. It’s not until you meet the right person who can turn what is a negative trait to some into a postive trait for that person.
Of the people we know, it’s interesting. The older folks (and by older I mean my age so, you know, we’re not collecting dust or anything) have at least a couple of vanilla relationships in their past and can speak of what it was like when they found the vast world of bdsm. But some of the younger ones not only don’t have any past vanilla relationships (beyond junior high perhaps) but they’ve always known what bdsm is.
I attribute that to the internet mostly. I’d never even heard of bdsm, had no clue what s&m was, and thought I was a sick, sick woman prior to getting connected to the net in my late 20′s. That’s a fairly common story amongst the older bdsm crowd. Not so much with those who grew up with the internet.
Ok, I bet you’ve gotten this one before, but are you afraid that your kids will find this blog? Or some friend of them?
I really don’t worry about it. I just don’t. Call it sticking my head in the sand, knock me out of line up for Mom Of The Year, whatever. That’s one of those “cross that bridge when I get to it” kind of scenarios.
Though, if it is found and if it’s something that bothers them to a large degree, I’m either going to lock it down or delete it completely. I don’t anticipate that happening but if it does, I think I’m mostly past the blogging fervor I had once upon a time and I wouldn’t be terribly upset about it. *shrug*
When did you decide to put your face on your blog? I have pics on mine but haven’t shown my face as yet, so was wondering what made you decide to take that step
Master was putting pictures up it seems since the very very beginning so I’ve had a long time to come to grips with it. I really don’t even think about it anymore. Plus, I think the internet is a huge HUGE place and the likelihood of being recognized by bumping into someone who reads here is slim to none. It’s never happened after almost 6 years of blogging. And I don’t think I’m all that recognizable anyway. The way I look while grocery shopping with the kids is not even close to how I look with a ball gag (or a dick) in my mouth..lol. I’d be surprised if anyone could pick me out and know who I was. (Not to mention the fact that I don’t think all that many people read me anyway. Yanno what I mean, jelly bean?)
I was wondering if Jess has healed or is still experiencing problems since the Dr. made such a mess of things? Is she in school or working that you are babysitting so much?
She has healed-finally. There was a specialist and some physical therapy involved, and the conclusion that it wasn’t “enough” of the fault of the doctor to pursue malpractice (though I sure wanted to, on principal if nothing else!). I’m just glad she’s okay now.
Otherwise, things are pretty rocky for her right now. She’s having some difficulties getting herself straightened around and we’re working with her to accomplish that. It’s causing some major stress for us as a family.
We’ll work it out though. We always do. :)
So, did cutting your hair help with the headaches? I think it looks great!
Not one single hair-related headache since getting it cut. But I’m already ready for another trim and I’m itching to go shorter yet. He’s squashed the entire notion though, big meanie that he is.
He keeps saying he’s going to auction off** letting someone shave my head completely at Spankfest this summer. I know he’s trying to scare me but I’m all “Bring it ON, Motherfucker! Shave it!” (and I can say that because I know he won’t do it)
(I think he wont)
(you think he would??)
(it never bodes well to be too cocky but I don’t think he will)
(maybe)
Just a reminder, March is Question and Answer month. Comments are moderated so don’t be shy! Ask away. Also, Master is open to questions too. (Grill him. I double-dawg dare you!)
**The auction is a fun event at Spankfest where play money that you can earn in a variety of ways throughout the weekend is used to “buy” a slave or whatever. All in good fun.
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Wednesday March 10th, 2010 10:33am
The explaination of failed vanilla relationsjips and being called a control freak reminds me so much of my Master.
And- I would totally LOVE to shave my head though He would never let me- BOO!
A question- did you start the blog to blog or was it a spout off from selling the video clips? Are the vids still selling and do you see a correlation between sales and the popularity of the “freebe” stuff available on the internet? Basically curious of the trends you’ve seen with such.
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Just think how smooth and shiny a bald head will feel. I’d just want to rub on it all the time!
Kaya,
And he wasn’t really going to set you up in a kiffie pool and let anyone who passed by piss on you either, was he (after all, that’s why you didn’t bring the goggles and snorkle he warned you to bring)? Lady, I’m so looking forward to your bald pics. hehe
Dave
i agree so much with that first answer…let me tell you!
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