One for the Experts
Here’s one for the dream interpreters.
Yesterday afternoon while lying on the couch with Master, I fell asleep. Master said I was doing some moaning, some wiggling and was pretty resistant to waking up. Here’s part of what I was dreaming.
There was a group of girls, though none that I recognize, and we were all waiting in a room for our Master. Our master was Satan. And it was said in a moaning chanting sort of way…Master Satan… Master Satan.. Satan was the old fire and brimstone type of satan. Red, sinewy, horns and tail… and mean, cold laughter. Us girls were falling to our knees offering him gifts (It was his birthday…lol) but before he would accept the gifts we had to sexually please him. Master Satan’s cock was large and hot and blood red and we all had a turn, blow jobs and anal… but nothing was satisfying him. I remember lots of crying from us girls and a huge sense of despair and failure. The last thing I recall was me kneeling at his feet sucking on his two big toes, which were penis-length with huge curling toenails, while another girl was riding his cock…. and looking up I caught the flashing red of his cock as it pulled out of her before slamming back in… the screams from the girl “hot hot hot” as his cock was burning her… and his laughter.
That’s when I woke up. And it’s been disturbing me ever since. I dreamed I was fucking Satan.. how fucked up is *that*??
Tags: dream, master satan
Uncategorized | kaya | 
Tuesday January 24th, 2006 6:55am
LMFAO
Well, kaya…..there’s nothing quite like red hot sex. Never had any like THAT, but damn, it’s amusing to think about. :)
~Red~
http://redblog0703.blogspot.com
kaya darling,
i don’t think its fucked up, sweetie. And i don’t know a lot about dream interpretation but i think its clear that Satan obviously represents someone or something in your dream, and having to have sex with him, maybe represents something that you had to do that felt terribly intimate, but shared with others. The only person who can actually decide what the dream meant is you, although dream dictionaries may be able to help you interpret specific parts of the dream.
i’d approach it as an allegory rather than actuality, darling, and don’t worry. If you need someone to talk to about it.. you know where i am.
huggggggggggssssssss
keth
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Well, being the heathen pagan that I am, it does not strike me as the least bit fucked up. It does seem to be bothering you, though … so I will give it a shot. I used to study on dreams and interpretations, but I’m really brain dead these last few days.
I have to go with keth – it seems to be far more allegorical than actual. Satan represents something or someone hard to please, hard to satisfy – but someone or thing that is really important to you. And no, that does not mean you think your Master is Satan. The best thing I can think of is to sit and think of what the concept of Satan is to you, what it means.
I think maybe the most telling part is the sense of despair and failure. It’s entirely possible that it’s all a reaction to your Master’s travel schedule – and the sense of despair and failure you often struggle with while He is away.
And really, it all could just be leftovers in the back of the filing cabinet that your subconscious pulled out for amusement.
kaya’s Inferno
That was a wild dream. I could see it as a late sixties, early seventies porn flick.
sk
Aha! So that was *YOU* down there on toe-sucking duty while I was getting skewered and cunt-kebobbed!!! We gotta get our act together, babe, maybe the Big Red Dude has got a cute friend, we could double-date! We’ll fuck the Hell out of those horny little devils… ;-)
(Sorry, darling, your wicked little dream got me all hot and bothered, must go find my master *now*…)
just one more thought, while i think about it. you said yesterday afternoon. It might be worth checking with Master if there was anything on the box/radio either just before or while you were sleeping. sometimes the subconscious can take the stupidest things and make them something they’re not!
huggssss
keth
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Hi kaya!
I am a slave girl from Sweden who has been reading your journal a long time now. I want to thank you for everything you share with others, your writing is enchanting.
Master and I have been living together for several years but I have only been His slave since 16 June 2005, so it helps me a lot to see how you and other like minded people deal with the issues that comes with living in an M/s relationship.
About your dream; it seems to deal with the feeling of struggling to achieve something and not really succeed in doing it. That is feelings the most people have and it’s very natural to deal with it in your dreams. The sex and devil theme are probably allegoric and maybe it’s not that strange your brain are doing those associations
/ northengirl
Ps; Master has finally allowed me to publish my own journal. You can find me here: http://loveandsubmission.blogspot.com/
Okay.. the 70′s porn flick was funny…lol. And ravenna, one of those girls was most certainly YOU. Just HAD to be…:)
Red…lol.. that was cute, it was certainly red hot sex. That girls cunt was *smoking*!
northengirl, it’s a joy to meet you and I will certain read you.
blue, keth… I’ve got it all figured out, I think. First, Master says there was nothing devilish on the tv but I often refer to Him as Master Satan and He does have a huge cock.. and He is hot hot HOT…:) He’s also notoriously hard to satisfy, which keeps me on my toes and keeps me from getting bored. It does get frustrating at times, makes me cry, makes me despair of ever being perfectly pleasing.. but if it were any other way, I’d stagnate and die. And we both know it. He doesn’t hesitate to tell me how happy and pleased He is when I’ve worked hard and earned it… but as a normal occurence, He’s holding the bar out of reach and laughing as I try to reach it.
You see how it is I’ve come to call Him Master Satan?
He might very well be Satan, I’ve looked for the 666 before.
Thank you so much for trying to make me feel better though.. I’ll save you all a seat in Hell…lol