“My passions are all gathered together like fingers that make a fist.”
Master must think I have go-go-gadget arms or something. Srsly, who can do this??
I tried.
But darn these limited joints of mine!
The sad thing was that I so heartily threw myself into cleaning to earn that orgasm (and the house is shiny I might add *beams*) that I cleaned until about 8pm, at which point I was so bloody tired I didn’t care if I came or not..lol
I vibed for a little while but kept getting distracted by worrying over the homemade laundry soap (which is working fine and it’s certainly a money saver, but the website clearly stated that it would be a gel-ish goop and what I have is cloudy water. So I’m obsessing over what I did wrong. Anyway… ) then I watched porn for a little while, but I was only getting irritated at how they are “doing it wrong!” so finally I just got-r-done, as Larry would say. I did come, though, I mean shoot, I’m not going to waste it or anything.
In other news, my butt itches. I know I know, that’s probably more about kaya than you wanted to know but that is kinda the “theme” of my journal here isn’t it? I should change the name from ‘Under His Hand’ to ‘TMI About Kaya’s Privates’.
I walked around at work today shoving my hands down the seat of my pants every time I could sneak off into a hidden corner or doing The Twist in my chair claiming I had taken up chair dancing as a new exercise.
But WHY does my butt itch? Surely no one will sleep tonight if they don’t get the answer to that question. I know I won’t sleep tonight (because I’m too busy scratching, but that’s not the point). Well. I shall not share that sort of private info out here in the open. Me and my itchy-butt-secrets are jumping behind a cut.
Because Master did this a day or so before He left. And it’s healing. And it fucking ITCHES like mad.
And look how sloppy it is. He seriously needs to work on His penmanship, don’t you think? I mean, it’s not like He can erase a mistake here. Now my butt scar’s are going to be sloppy. *dramatic sigh*
Oh well. I guess me and my sloppy-itchy ass are going to bed.
;-)
~cunt
Tags: fisting, pictures, tasks
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Thursday July 17th, 2008 7:31pm
and here’s me thinkin maybe you had worms *snort*
LOL
ew!
okay, I gotta ask:
If he isn’t there, how’d you take that picture? one handed?? Inquiring minds want to know!
with the fresh blood, I suspect this is an immediately after pic, not a today pic.
Dave
ever hard of a try pod and a timer
We have a tripod, but the timer isn’t anything I’ve figured out yet. I seem to do okay with one-handed pics. :D
Yeah, but I am thinking, a timer doesn’t give you enough time to get the fist in there and then pose…. I dunno… it’d take me a good bit of time to get my whole fist in there.
one handed pictures really aren’t that difficult.
The fisting pic? One handed which is why I don’t have a pic of the whole hand actually inside. I had to lean up to take the pic which meant nothing to lean on which meant my other hand would slide out some. *shrug*
Self-fisting is very impressive — he should totally reward you for that! Chocolate, perhaps…? ;)
YES! Chocolate gets my vote!
Kaya,
I don’t know, looks pretty neat to me. of course, I have the world’s worst handwriting and I can read my own, so just about everything looks neat to me. :)
Seriously, that’s some nice knife work. I can see why it would itch, though. It would also give you good incentive to stay naked as much as possible. ;)
As for the fisting, that was hot! I’m amazed you got as much in as you did. It must be amazing to feel yourself cum around your own hand.
I read somewhere once that a guy claimed to be able to give himself a blowjob by lying with his head against a wall, bringing his feet up and walking them down until he could reach his own cock. I’ve always doubted that one, but it sounded…I don’t know…strange.
Oh, a thought. I remember reading on a site about branding that brands need to have their scabs picked at so the scars will be more noticable. I wonder if the same is true of cutting scars? Will your scratching at them make them even more visible? Just a thought.
Dave
Yes, that is true about the scabs. I do scrub them off, my breasts mostly, when I shower. He doesn’t very often cut like this on my ass, which is probably why it’s ever so much itchier than my boobs get when they heal. :D
Watch the movie “Shortbus”. There’s an auto-fellatio scene in it. The actor is seriously flexible.
OK. Not that the rest of the post wasn’t great. But the lolcat made me laugh.
You’re so good at the Trickster Cuts, get’s me everytime!
And fisting yourself is uber impressive.
:o)
You’re killing me with all these pictures of blood!! It’s starting to feel like 5 years since I’ve felt the slice of a blade. :)
The healing process (the itch) will drive you mad and I feel your pain…..only now I’m wating to feel my own pain and itch. lol
You seem to be in better spirits and that’s great. :)
Rose
*blink* Wow! Not only did you get your fist in, you took the picture one-handed. Skillz – you haz dem! ;-)
Good luck with the itchy butt! Even though we don’t do knife play so I can’t really compare my itchy butt with yours, I get itchy butt occasionally after certain implements are used rather vigorously. It drives me crazy because nothing eases it and Dan won’t let me scratch. Of course, what he doesn’t see…LOL
Bethie
dang, should of made it smaller so he could concentrate – sloppy writing LOL
While I agree with everything else you’ve said, and sympathies on your itchy ass… I’ve got one too!!
All I wanted to tell you was that my home-made detergent turns into cloudy water too. So stop worrying and go have an orgasm. : )
-Sabi
U-N-T? I realize I can’t see all of the letters.
So how long have your been an aunt?
Wow in regards to the fisting, I’m not sure I could do that.
I love the cutting picture, I have always wanted Master to do cutting, but alas, He isn’t into that.
This explains why I didn’t sleep the other night. Dammit.
Your butt itches because I bit it .. I was cranky that I wasn’t sleeping!
Nice pictures btw, I think you are very dexterous :)
I miss you! And your itchy ass!
Kaya,
Easy fix to the itches. Vaseline. Pure and simple. Softens the scab so it doesn’t tug to come of and keeps the new growing skin that is healing moist so it doesn’t itch. Works great for any scab anywhere.
~T