My nemesis.
I got my ass kicked by a thin rod, thinner and about as a long, as a standard No.2 pencil. Some masochist I turned out to be.
I absolutely cannot conquer the misery stick. I hate that I can’t find a way to gracefully make it through the pain that stupid skinny stick causes. He tells me to be still, to take it – and I want to, I really really do – yet one snap makes me flop about like a fish out of water. All I can think when He starts snapping me with that thing is Danger, Will Robinson! Abandon ship! Enemy attack imminent!
It started out well enough. Trussed and masked and completely exposed – a masochist’s wet dream!
Even though I very shortly begged out of the mask because under the mask I was also wearing a full mouth gag and I srsly thought I was going to die. Two tiny nose holes (that never seem to stay aligned with my nostrils) do not a well-venitilated area make. Though one of these days, He’s not going to let me panic beg out of it and I’ll have to see just how well I can manage to breathe and stay sane.
I like the mask by itself. I like the sensory deprivation, and I like the fairly restricted breathing that it forces. But mask + gag = panicked slavegirl.
I also got distractions, which was way nice.
It’s such a mindfuck to go from searing pain to the brink of an orgasm within a 1/2 second time span. I’d be flopping around on the bed, trying desperately to wiggle away from that fucking stick, and then He’d wiggle the vibe or pump the glass dildo and holy moly – stick? what stick? Just fuck me already!
But then He’d start snapping again. And I’d hate Him for a little while again.
And He had that whartenburg wheel too! Tracing over the welts as He made them with the stick. I used to like the wheel. Now? Not so much with the liking.
He finally quit. Man, I’ve never been so glad for the end in my life. Masochist? I don’t think so! More like a wimpsochist.
He finally did fuck me, exactly as I was, legs and arms tied up and out of the way, gag firmly in place. He planted Himself in as deep and as hard as He could. I still have a tendency to smirk at porn clips where a girl is being fucked and she’s squealing like a pig because, come on, sex doesn’t hurt *that* bad! Except… sometimes it does, and last night it did. I couldn’t move or shift like I sometimes do so He’s poking a different spot and He just kept at it and at it… jesus christ it hurt so good. Having to stay spread wide open while He pummeled my innards was fucking hawt.
Then He untied me and threw me under the desk for another romp. I love being a sex slave. I love it when I’m horny and I love it more when I’m not and have to do it anyway. I love it when it hurts, and love it when it doesn’t.
I was born to get fucked. And fuck I shall! Everyone needs a goal in life. *nods*
~cunt
Tags: misery stick, pictures, sadism, sex slave
Uncategorized | kaya | 
Friday June 20th, 2008 10:10am
Nice work, I think he was trying to write in chinese on your rearend
LMAO! that’s a really funny observation
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I have the same goal in life! It’s a good one, n’est-ce pas?
Oh, I forgot to add: I love the pictures and must show them to my Master so he can get ideas!
Kaya, love the post, love the pictures, you rock girl.
Warm hugs,
Paul.
Your Master is very evil using that wheel on your welts luvbunny shivers I hope my Sir does not get any ideas.
You are welcome for the misery stick introduction! Ha. God I’m glad someone hates it as much as I do.
Props on the Piratey Panties and Bra! Double Woot there!
And Holy Ouch!
Love the post and the pictures
You certainly are a sadist’s wet dream
Not sure how much that misery stick would do for me if I used it on luvbunny (despite the fact that I keep threatening to get one) but I love the bondage. *ponders ways to tie luvbunny like that*
Great post, and hot pics. ^_^
That first pic is absolutely gorgeous. And ow, ow, ow as they progress. It doesn’t ‘seem’ like much of a beating implement, but then again, that’s what i thought about the freaking lexan cane.
“Then He untied me and threw me under the desk for another romp. I love being a sex slave. I love it when I’m horny and I love it more when I’m not and have to do it anyway. I love it when it hurts, and love it when it doesn’t.
I was born to get fucked. And fuck I shall! Everyone needs a goal in life. *nods*”
i fucking 2nd that.
–toy
Those welts are really, really pretty.
(I’m going on the theory that complementing welts makes them hurt less.)
Can I just say that that is one hot position to be tied up in?
*pauses to wring out her panties before continuing*
And like you, I always wondered why chicks in porn flicks always squealed so much- maybe it’s as you say, the guy just keeps hitting the sweet spot.
k
Kaya,
Those welts look really painful. You must be in heaven right about now (even though the scenic trip through hell must have sucked).
Dave
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