Fading Fast
In more ways than one.
The last couple of days I’ve been all itchy and picking scabs off various parts of my body. I think I’m mostly healed now.
Most of the bruises have faded. Quite a few of them had faded before we’d even gotten home to take pictures at all. In fact, the vast majority of the whip welts, except the ones that broke skin, were completely gone. Which, considering that he whipped me on Thursday and we didn’t try and get pics until the following Tuesday isn’t too surprising.
I posted some of these on Fet already. They ain’t nothing spectacular.
One of the new collar. The rings we picked up at Micheal’s of all places. Master picked out the ones that said what he felt summed up our relationship and I set about memorizing them. Passion, Honesty, Faith, Focus, Discipline, Integrity, Respect and Strength.
It doesn’t show in the picture but the Discipline ring is tarnished. Heh. That amuses me to no end. :D
Or we could skip the pictures and you can watch Master’s bruise ID clip. He’s such a goofball.
So, busy day today and then Master is (hopefully) off for the 3 day weekend, though he’s on call so that sucks. And then next week he goes out of town. Which is something I’ve put out of my head ever since he mentioned it because I don’t want to think about it and I prefer to believe that something else will come along to muck up the plans and he won’t have to go. He’s looking at a possible couple of months with not much time off to come home. I can go there, and I likely will, but I’ve also got kids starting school and a baby to take care of.
I’m already beginning the meltdown sequence. This may not be pretty. My apologies in advance for the extreme amount of angst I’ll be dumping here. :-(
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Friday September 3rd, 2010 6:03am
omg – those paintball blisters look soooooo painful!!! I CANNOT believe you say you’re not a painslut :D
The clip is funny – he’s so proud of his work, eh? :D
I hope he gets out of working away – we’ll all be here for you though, you know that ;)
gentle hugs so as not to ouchie the blistered spots (( ))) :)
oh and i like the new collar…niiiiice :)
Cool bruises & markings.
The video was cute & funny. Thanks for sharing.
Wait. I’m actually *seeing* the weightloss! Well done, I think there’s some abs in there. :D
(Course, you’re always been prettier than me, so there.)
poke… ow… poke… ow… poke… ow… poke… ow… That was entertaining.
i love the pictures girl- you are absolutely beautiful! i love the word rings on your collar too- they are perfect~
hugs,
Hisflower
Hi, I’m a long time reader, first time responder. Does having a collar on that you cannot remove change anyway you feel??
It is, at least for right now. It’s a pretty hefty collar, heavy and thick. I’m not used to it yet so it’s a constant reminder. I’m guess that might fade some as I get accustomed to wearing it. I’m also waiting for the day that I’m mad at him and wanna chuck it at his head. I figure that day might be interesting, too. So far though I’m still in love with the big lug. ;-)
The two of you are incredibly cute in the video. Oh, and great-looking collar! :)
Picking the rings for your collar…For a wicked sadist he has a very romantic side.
All the best guys are goofballs! Mine sure is.
No advance apologies neccessary, I think the one thing all us girls have in common, is angst. And yours is so well written :-).
I love your collar. It is so personal. Had Sir called me in the middle of watching it which just seemed perfect somehow!
You look great, even with bruises and blisters and scratches and whip marks, etc. etc. etc. lol the clip was very funny, and cute.
Ha! I have those rings on my collar! And I got a really pretty slide at Michael’s, too.
I’ll write in my blog again eventually. Shit is hectic.. school, family visiting, crazytalk, insanity.
What’s a slide?
And skip school, write blog. *nod*
I’m gonna write today, okay. gah.. pushy. :) a slide is a charm with a giant hole in it that will slide along the necklace. We found some large enough to fit on my eternity collar.
I’m getting a NEW collar with gemstones made into it for anniversary. wooo :)
those are beautiful marks, sometimes your post make me have this war in my head: to be submissive or to be dominant?. I’m so bratty and it happens i believe i just can’t be a good submissive but oh wow, when i see your posts is like i sooo want to be a sub – but the hate-love is killing me :( – I’m not a painslut or anything else, but is sooo beautiful the bond you have with your master :OOO I sooo crave that! i married my master but it seems it isn’t working as married people but i think most is my fault!! i wish you so much luck :) and again beautiful property marks ;)
HA! HAHAHAHAHA! I love the clip. I LOVE when he seems like he’s wrapping it up and you’re all, “Paintball! Paintball paintball paintball!” in that devastatingly beseeching voice, just to MAKE SURE he doesn’t forget to point out all the ouchies. L-O-V-E it.
Awesome.
OH AND OH AND. Did the camp photographers catch you doing anything awesome? I wanna see.
Also, out of curiosity… When you go to camp, do people you don’t know ever come up to you and go “Hey, you’re kaya/Scott (I typo’d scoot AGAIN. EVERY GODDAMN TIME) from Under his Hand, right?”
Okay. That it all.
No, wait. Not all. I like your collar! And I think ‘Tarnished Discipline’ is a good name for a band. Or blog. Or nail polish.
That really is all now.
OH AND. We missed you. :)
~Chloe
There are probably some pictures, yes. It takes them a bit to weed through them, and then they HAVE to trash any that contain a person with a red wristband because they are non-photo peeps. (yes, I just said peeps. Heh.) So, who knows what will be left. Considering that M is a red peep and I was with him 99% of the time, pictures are probably low.
I rarely have anyone come up to me and ask if I’m Under His Hand. I’m really not that popular, lol. Plus, I think I’d bore people anyway. :P
Come visit meeeeeeeeee!
Beautiful rings! Now I want some on my collar . . .
I’m dying to know, what do your kids think about the new collar?
It’s beautiful, by the way. I’m very jealous!
Let’s see: “Weird”, “Ugly”, “dog collar”, and “are you joining a cult, Mom?”
:-)
I love my kids. So disgustingly honest. ;)
OUCH!!
Even trade.. pics and video of you two cute kids for some angst~~ and it is true.. you do angst with such style.. who could complain!
I LOVE the collar. I wanted a closer look at it at camp, but was too shy to ask. It’s beautiful.
As are the marks. And knowing how they got there. I’m so glad we got to meet. (In answer to Chloe’s question, yes, that was exactly me–”OMG you’re Kaya from the blogosphere!” lol)
Jade
Hahahaha. Oh how I laughed.
“Wanna see it again?”
*poke*
I love the marks and I’m glad you had a wonderful time. Nice to have you home, though.