Best. Play party. Ever.
Hands down, the best party we’ve ever been to. What a wonderful group these folks are! I’m normally pretty reserved with new people but I felt so at ease and so accepted. Very cool.
We got to meet Carrie and Taylor, which was freaking awesome. I love them so much. God, is she ever beautiful.
We watched a pretty intense scene between the two of them that had me turned on, enthralled and cowering against Master’s leg all at the same time. I won’t spill any details cuz I’m sure she’ll have something to say about it, but wow. Wow. It’s not very often that you get to see that type of mindfuckery and it was just amazing to watch the two of them together.
At one point in the midst of their scene, Master leaned down and asked me if I was crying. I wasn’t, but I easily could have been. Even though I engage in and understand the s&m process, I am not a sadist in any way, shape, or form. My inclination upon seeing someone I like “suffering” is to console and comfort. I have to remind myself that they want this treatment. I would seriously suck at being a “helper” in a scene.
Anyhow, I’m still all giddy about it and I can’t get the image of her out of my head. I can’t wait until she posts about it.
We played for a real quick bit at the end of the night. Master was sick and getting sicker as the night wore on, so it was a short bit of whacking. It was enough. I was pretty stoked just by the whole night in general so I didn’t need much. Couple of bruises, I’m good to go!
After the last few weeks of feeling like a square peg trying to fit into a round hole, the acceptance that these people offered was really comforting. But I’ll have more on that in another post.
In the meantime, have some pictures! Master had to show off the evils of the misery stick (which I generously offered to give to anyone who wanted it but there were no-takers) and the whip and the lexan cane (which I also hate and would like to “accidentally” lose). It was all of maybe 15 minutes of scene time but I still felt like I’d been through the wringer.
Bruises are blooming today. Bruises are my crack.
~cunt
Read Carrie’s post about it here.
Tags: misery stick, pictures, playparty
Monday February 18th, 2008 8:43am 
Fixed!
See?
where the hell was it? I didn’t even see the plug in on the list?
I think I deleted it when I was updating your Bad Behavior. *sheepish grin*
Lovely marks. So, so envious!!! I’ll take your misery stick, you know. :)
Hehe…
I have the most awesome marks on the swell of my breast from those misery sticks.
I’m in love. I really am. :)
I am so, so, sooooooo glad you guys had fun. You’re a little hard to read, damn it, so I just wasn’t sure. We’d absolutely love it if you came back. Even if ya don’t we should plan something once nicer weather hits. Maybe we could all make a trek up to Thorn House (wautoma) for a weekend or something. It’s always a blast there. Same accepting and casual atmosphere. Or, or… I dunno. We’ll figure something out.
Still trying to eek out some time to write a meaningful post over at the other place. Still glaring at Taylor over that scene, too.
The man is intentionally tormenting me and I”d like to stomp on his foot. Repeatedly.
Grrrr.
xoxo
Mmmm crack!
You are so gorgeous!
I miss you!
*Hugs and Pinches*
Danielle
Yay…the comments are working…
But now I forgot what I wrote! lol!
It was something about a nice ass and looking good in blue. ;)
Play parties in this area? Hmm…how would i go about getting more info?
*hops in line to meet Kaya and her Master* It sounds like you all had a great time! I’m envious.
Kaya,
He seems to be able to do so much in such a short time. I hope he’s feeling better. Sick sucks.
Dave
Do you think its bad that I want your Master to pass on some of his evilness to Penguin?
There’s something about mindfucking that turns me on like woah.
hi – been awhile since I’ve commented but I subscribe to ur rss feed and honey u r awesome. u never cease to amaze me in the strength u have to play in such a graduate school vs my kindergarten kind of way ( and then u go and say how u could cry over someone elses pain in a scene. I love your spirit the dichotomy (my newly learned word of the day) of ur penchant for pain and ur desire to comfort others. btw I love your pink nailpolish what brand and name of the color I want it for my next pedicure.
I will inflict tit torture on myself and have practiced strange insertions since I was 10 or 11, but I’m still not brave enough to trust anybody else to hurt me. I love the extra ouchy clothespins though I was afraid of them at first. it take a moment or two of deep breathing but one on each nipple makes me instntly sloppy wet. The tack bra inserts are becoming my best friends. I wear them to work and don’t remove them until bed time then it’s time for clothes pins and masturbation. I so want the tower of pain and the circle of pain but can’t afford them yet. The tower of pain most of all *twitch* I have G cup tits so attaching them to the tower with clovers while on my back seems like a formidable and pain filled task but the thought is making me twitch and drooling. Please do not quit the kinky crafts before i can get one.
You and S are awesome-hugs to both of u
Sounds like a wonderful time! Wo0t!
i have to make a sad face over our broken lexan cane now. :-( i loved that thing.
It gave me lots of smiles to see you and (after peeking over at her blog) Carrie squeeing over each other like fangirls. :D Super cute.