And the beat goes on…
Or at least I imagine it is for somebody. There is precious little beating going on here.
But I’m not driving so I’ll “suffer” through it like a good little soldier.
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I’ve discovered that the key to not caring about being “bashed” online is to consider the source. There are very few people that I’ve come to respect (in as much as one CAN come to respect a person through a blog), and even more that I don’t respect. So when someone whose own life is incredibly fucked up makes statements about my life? Um… yeah. Carry on with your bad self. Things here are Normal Norman Rockwell compared to you.
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I think the kids are in winter hybernation mode. They absolutely do not ever go anywhere anymore. This makes it difficult to engage in anything dark and dirty. But maybe Master and I are in hybernation mode too. I’m not sure either of us really *want* to engage in anything dark and dirty. We’re much more apt to snuggle in bed and watch a movie than anything else.
Not that I mind that at all. There is more to us than kink! Besides, if we’re supposed perverts then isn’t engaging in vanilla stuff the real kink? Varying from the norm and all that jazz.
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It’s too bloody cold to even think kink anyway. Negative temps, wind, snow.. bah. Who wants to get naked when it’s -24 outside?? Sooo ready for spring. This has been the worst winter that I can recall in a long, long time.
This weather makes trying to housebreak a dog extremely unpleasant, too.
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Yesterday was Am’s birthday. She wanted to go shopping at the mall, so off we went. She’s such a clothing junkie. Typical teenager I guess. I like shopping with her. She’s fun. It was a good time.
We’re just finishing up a remodelling project in her room. Remember that red and gold gaudy monstrosity I did in her room a few years ago? She finally matured out of that. Last time all I did was slap some paint on the walls, this time, we (and by ‘we’ I mean Master) did it right. New carpet, new outlets and lights, new furniture. It really looks nice, the color scheme turned out great. I had doubted her choices of lime green paint with black & white accents, but I have to admit that it looks really nice all put together. More grown up.
So then she dyed her hair blond with pink stripes. Meh. Can’t grow up TOO fast. 
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We’ve been talking about me getting a job a lot. It’s not about the bills, or about me needing to work… but more about him getting full use out of me. He’s kinda stoked on having been successful with things so far so he’s seeing what else he can make me do.
But he wants it done without compromising what he already gets out of me. Should be interesting to see how this turns out.
It’s ridiculous to say that he doesn’t want more money. Besides Mr. Trump, who says that? But the clips4sale site and the kinky crafts aren’t doing all that badly either. So I think he’s already making money off my ass! Maybe he’s getting greedy, eh? 
I guess he gets to be. That’s one of the perks of being The Boss.
Anyway, it’s an experiment to see what happens. Can he make me a “cash slave” without losing any of his sex and laundry and maid slave?
He’s laid down some guidelines about it, listed what it is that he’s not going to risk merely to get a few extra bucks. So the search for now is in doing things at home. In a couple of weeks he’s taking me to the local community college and we’re going to see about classes that will give me the skills I need to work at home. I’m pretty excited about it. I’ll be able to be useful in a monetary way without being absent. There is a whole lot that can be lost merely by not being at his beck and call 24 hours a day. To have him say that he’s not willing to give that up for a dollar or two is pretty comforting. Damn near makes a cunt feel special.
In fact, what he said was “so I can pull you out of the cage when I feel like having you make some money.”
*twitch*
Plus I think this is a great opportunity to take some classes that will improve my service skills if he’s agreeable to it. A cooking class or maybe a masseuse course or two would not be a waste of time or money (in my opinion). I’ll not *only* be pulled out for sexual use so why not learn it while I’m still allowed “out”?
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Anyway. That’s the “master plan” so far. Ta-fucking-da.
~cunt
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Monday February 11th, 2008 1:47pm
You should try taking a computer course. Like computer graphics. Thats something I enjoy alot. I used some of my skills to make that picture of you and your Master a while ago.
“I used some of my skills to make that picture of you and your Master a while ago”
Which is sitting on my desktop.
Hi. I am sorry you are getting bashed. While not a BDSM person myself, my hubby and I do engage in spanking, which is new for us, but I really love it. I found your site through My Bottom Smarts. Anyway, I wanted to tell you that I find your site really well done and I think you are very brave for letting people into your life like this. You leave yourself open to being bashed by people who could never in a million years understand your or even my pretty tame kink. I appreciate your site so much. You help me feel “normal”, not because you are abnormal, but because you are normal too and help show kinks in a real light, one that makes them understandable.
I hope anything I said makes sense.
take care.
Thank you.
I’m not so brave. The bashing isn’t pleasant, but I am used to it and I have learned to let it roll off my back. Because really, those people are nobody to me. *shrug*
Yeah, we’re normal. Don’t even worry about it.
I just wanted to wish you good luck in your ventures. The cooking and massage classes sound like a lot of fun!!!! And would be interesting to see how he puts those to use at home. I know my Master would love if I knew how to give a professional massage (hey not that way damnit..).
Hey! I need to ask you something. Whatcha doing this weekend?
Screw the source of the bashing. Im sure they are no one important or worthy of the attention. Let them eat shit and bark at the moon.
Sorry Im fiery today.
GOOD LUCK with school! Rejoining the work force can be interesting. I did it in September of last year and honestly Im grateful for the break from being the house bitch. I like earning an income (even if it is small) and having some time to be myself and not taking care of everyone else for a change.
Smile darlin.. You rock as you are. Fuck the world, their opinions dont mean shit anyway.
I’m quite the pro at getting bashed, as you well know!
School should be fun. I’m really looking forward to it.
You and me both sister. Youve been bashed by the same one that takes delight in bashing me. I have learned to sit back and laugh. The recent ones have been extremely funny and Ive basically not bothered to reply or give a damn.
School on the other hand.. I may just look into getting back in and taking a few classes.. I dunno. You first
Good luck hunny!
I hope it all works out for you.
Thanks babycakes!
Who the heck is bashing you?
i’ll give my standard “i hope they get the clap!”
i would looooove to take a massage class or a web design class. *envy* Very cool and exciting stuff!
lol.. the clap! God, I haven’t heard that word in ages. What do they call that now, or is it still the clap but it’s non-existent?
There was a family when I was growing up whose last name was Clapp… man, the shit they took as kids. Kids are mean!
The basher is nobody worth mentioning.
The massage class I’d really like to do, but web design just doesn’t strike my fancy at all. Meh. I hate computer stuffs.
Oooohhh… I would so love to be able to work at home… or “telecommute” like Master does for his job. But he’s home all day (working away, I must add) while I’m at work, wishing I were there with him.
What, may I ask, are the plans for the sort of job you’re going to be doing?
He’s going to see about signing me up for the medical transcription course. Then we’ll just see how it works out from there! You should look into it. Maybe you could be at home with him!
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