Under His Hand

The journal of a slave

“We were on a break!”

Well, we weren’t. But we’re going to be.

Oh not me and M. Me and you. Me and this blog.

Master and I are just doing our thing. Living life. I seem to have lost the desire to type it up, though. I’ve been battling that for awhile. Not just here, either. Fetlife isn’t doing it for me, either.

It doesn’t matter what the topic or question is on Fet because the response can always be summed up like this: I do it how he wants, when he wants. The end. Endlessly discussing the specific details of that gets tiring after awhile. Because the only challenges from other people are Dr. Suess style. “But would you do it in a box? Or with a fox?”


As for here- Master and I are in a good place. We’ve been together a long time. I am angst-free, I have it all figured out for myself but only for myself. What works for me won’t work for you.

Before you think I’ve turned my attention over to that vanilla blog I talked about awhile back, just know this: I opened the blog, got it set up and ready to go… and haven’t logged in since. See? No interest in sharing anything.

So. I’m taking a break from here, there, and everywhere. I’m going to have my babies here for a while, I’m going to concentrate on them, and I’m going to see if I miss it here. I’m going to see if the desire comes back.

This isn’t good bye. Yet. I’m not going to say good bye and then come crawling back with my tail between my legs because I want to blog next week, lol. I’m not ready to say for certain that I’m done. 8 years is a long time to do something and then walk away without some time to consider. This is a test for myself to see what I want to do so I’m closing the comments because this isn’t a ploy to get people to ask me to keep writing. If I decide I’m done, I’ll do a proper good bye. So I can cry a little. But not yet.

You all have a great summer (or winter, if you’re on that side of the world!). I’ve got a new swingset, a new pool, and a trampoline. I’ve got chickens and dogs and cats. I’ve got good kids, even better grandkids, and the most amazing owner in the world to share it with. I’m gonna concentrate on that for the next few weeks and maybe, just maybe, we’ll see each other again.

Until then- we’re on a break. :)

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