When can we come visit you?
When I’m healed! When the last bird has left the nest! When I’ve got my life back!
Er.. when I’ve got back the bits of my life that Master lets me have back. o.O
How do i become humble in a M/s relationship? It is the hardest part for me..Help pls.
That’s a toughie. Does your M *want* you to be humble or is this something you think you should be? I don’t necessarily believe that just because one is a slave, one HAS to be humble.
I’m not sure I’m humble, haha.
Okay, in all seriousness though, how about this: When your humbleness becomes that which pleases your M and makes him proud, and when his pleasure becomes that which pleases you and brings you pride in yourself, you’ll find humble a much easier trait to internalize.
What did you want to be when you grew up? When you were very young – elementary school?
An author. I was always writing stories and poems.
How do you see your relationship with Scott when you’re too old for rough play?
You mean like right now? lol
Srsly. I see it being exactly what it is right now. He talks about what he wishes he could do to me and I hide in the kitchen.
you used to be a nurse, didn’t you? (or did I dream that?!).anyhoo I was just wondering about your views on euthanasia.
I used to be a nurse’s aide. And wow. What a question!
I think there needs to be a lot of evidence and proof regarding the patient’s mental capacities. I think there needs to be a lot of people involved, double checking the reasons (diagnosis, treatment options, etc.). I think the patient’s loved ones should be considered.
And then I think, ultimately, a person’s life should be up to them, including the choice to not have one anymore.
Do you have random moments where you objectively look at yourself and your relationship and think, ‘Dat some weird shit!’? Or is it all ‘normal’ now after all these years?
P.S I’m not really sure what I mean by ‘weird’ or ‘normal’ but I’m guessing you get what I’m trying to say.
Not in a long while. Whether that’s because our weird is normal to us or because we’ve actually slid into society’s brand of normal lately, I can’t say.
Was having a child with Scott ever an option?
I had my tubes tied before I met Master so it was never an easy option. It was something we considered trying to have reversed early on in our relationship. He expressed an interest in having a child with me. We explored the process, the success rate, the cost, etc. He chose not to go ahead with it. I would have done it in a heartbeat. Had I been able to have kids, there is no doubt in my mind we’d have one or two together.
Now, though, having had the experience of Babygirl and being so so close to the finish line with my kids, we’re both glad that he made the decision he did.
I want to ask are you not tired of being always submissive? I mean do you never have moments of saying “no” all the time, and general rebellion of everything?
Hahaha. You’re new here, huh? Really? Me? Rebel? Why, I never!
I kid, I kid. There’s about 8 years of documented rebellion behind me.
I don’t know how people who never rebel do it. This shit is hard, yo. So yes, yes, I get tired of always being submissive, therefore, I’m not.
Do you think you can handle the 1 on 1 slave to master relationship once the kids are gone?
Oh yes. Truth is, he’s mellowed quite a bit
in his old age. I think it’ll be fine, not too hard at all.