Alphabet of Discontent
A is for Anal: Lately, the njoy is out more than it’s in.
B is for Bondage: I don’t even know where the rope or the cuffs are. I bet M doesn’t either. There is something fundamentally wrong with that.
C is for Crying: As in, when was the last time he made me cry? I don’t remember either. ~cries~ (ha!)
D is for Discipline: My GOD do I need some. I’ve lost… something. The fear? Yes. The fear.
E is for Expectations: It seems I have too many of my own, and I’ve lost sight of his.
F is for Fucking: Must have more of it. We just.. must. ~nods~
G is for Gag: Did you know that gagged slaves can’t complain? True story.
H is for ‘Hello, McFly?’: used to indicate someone has made a poorly thought out decision lacking in judgement and basic common sense Ex: This post, perhaps, lol.
I is for Independence: Independence is not a gift I want, mmkay?
J is for Joke: Once upon a time, this was serious business.
K is for Knots: My head is in one.
L is for Lobotomy: The effects of my first one are wearing off.
M is for Misery: As in ‘stick’. ~pointed look~
N is for No: When did that become part of my vocabulary??
O is for Obedient: I use-ta-could.
P is for Punishment: Currency. ’nuff said.
Q is for Questionable: O.O
R is for Respect: I don’t want to lose any.
S is for Slavery: And all that it should entail.
T is for Torture: Need some, most likely.
U is for Undone: As in, “coming”.
V is for Vendetta: (No, not really. I just couldn’t resist) V is for Vocation: That is all.
W is for Wild: Slaves Gone Wild is not nearly as much fun as Girls Gone Wild.
X is for XX: As in 20. As in 20 days since you’ve been gone. 20 days is, apparently, the keep-it-together expiration date.
Y is for Yank: The leash. HARD. The sooner the better. I’m floundering here!
Z is for Zone: I’m out of it. I want back in it. Help!
Uncategorized | kaya | 
April 29, 2012 12:01 pm
Love the list. I’m sure you’re counting the minutes until M arrives home – and I’m sure he is too. I hope he gets to stay for a while.
Hang in there.
- Don
This was less a cry for help and more a rummage around for razor blades wasn’t it
I was that obvious, huh?
Might as well just go find the rope & cuffs now & save him the hassle. Lol
*clapping*
clever, creative, and definitely a cry for help! Seriously? I have no idea how you do it, all by yourself for so long. So, shoulder bump for being strong enough to fly solo…and crossing my fingers that it doesn’t go on for too much longer!
nilla
Sorry he’s not home and it sucks.
But….use-ta-could? I say it, too, having picked it up from my FIL. Master’s really thrilled when he hears it, too…:/
I’d be falling apart after so long on my own too. Four days was bad enough. Soon, though. Hopefully you’ll find that obedience again
. Probably it’s in the closet with the ropes.
Love the post. This seems to sum up my life right now except I don’t have anyone to be waiting on. I really need to find myself a reliable Dom.
I hope things work out for you soon and you get what you need!
Love,
Apsara