Archive for February, 2008
« Previous EntriesPutting it in words
Friday, February 29th, 2008Putting it in words can be difficult. But melly did it rather effortlessly for me.
First, she explains how it would work in her own dynamic, which differs from mine somewhat. (okay, maybe a lot.)
"if i felt i was not being listened to, if i felt that my owner was not taking me into consideration, i [...]
Look…
Wednesday, February 27th, 2008You know, I have a tendency to blame myself when things start to get FUBAR-ed. Maybe that’s a submissive characteristic, or maybe it’s just me. But in spite of my smart-ass “It’s all Maser’s fault!” sarcasm here, in my personal life, and especially when it’s a serious problem, I do not look for the most [...]
“Faith isn’t faith until it’s all you’re holding on to”
Tuesday, February 26th, 2008There was a man whose farm was located on the banks of a flood-swollen river. As the water rose, a neighbor drove up in a Jeep, urging him to leave before the farm was flooded.
"Oh, no," said the man confidently, "God will save me."
The water rose higher, and the man was forced to [...]
Just a swingin’
Friday, February 22nd, 2008He always says that he’ll give me just enough rope to hang myself with. Yesterday he mimed swinging a lasso around his head, going "wheeeeee! wheeeeeeee! wheeeeeee!"
Point taken. I’m dangling.
He’s said that I’ve been possessed by an uppity bitch and he’s relishing the opportunity to beat her out of me. Honestly? So [...]
I feel a bad moon rising.
Thursday, February 21st, 2008That last post is not sitting well. It’s “off” somehow.
I don’t think Master is going to like it either.
I don’t think he’s cared much for any of the last few posts I’ve made.
Oy. You know that restless whiny thing that dogs do when thunderheads start to build on the horizon? That’s how I’m feeling. And [...]
Quid pro quo, Clarice
Thursday, February 21st, 2008I’ve been thinking about the notion of ’quid pro quo’ as was mentioned in the comment section a few posts ago. In a way, that’s definitely how things work for me. For us.
It’s not *exactly* how we work though. ’Quid pro quo’ generally refers to an equal exchange and things here certainly are not always [...]
Cold. We has it.
Wednesday, February 20th, 2008
I’ll give you one guess as to who the snow shovel bitch is. Who needs Curves when you have snow!
I look like a heffalump with a head in my winter garb though huh? Like that kid in A Christmas Story.
It’s only -14F (-25C) with the wind chill today! Purt near having a heat wave. [...]
I quit.
Tuesday, February 19th, 2008So here is something that’s been rolling around in my noggin for a bit.
I had a lightbulb moment. It started as a flicker but it’s grown into a steadily burning fact. I’m gonna go with it.
I quit. I quit the whole BDSM, Master/slave, dom/sub … thing. I quit.
I don’t GET it. I mean, really, it’s [...]
Another cool find.
Tuesday, February 19th, 2008I’m rocking on JT’s today.
Things like this make me have penis envy. Not for the purpose of torturing some man, but to have one ON me so I can FEEL the torture.
Damn. I’m beginning to marinate in my own juices and I’m on a masturbation ban.
*sob*
Best Ballgag Ever.
Tuesday, February 19th, 2008Jawbreaker Ballgag
I’ve anxiously been waiting for this to come out. I think it is so very cool.
Of course I’m a candy lover, so maybe I’m a bit biased.
But, seriously, for me the worst thing about a gag is the taste. And the ball gag that we have makes my mouth and throat burn for hours [...]
